Life up here is so different. The people are different the roads are different, the weather, nothing is the same as the life i left behind. It is scary and auxilerating at the same time. So much lost, the safety net, the friends, old habits and routines. However there is so much to gain, new friends, new adventures, new stories, new ways of seeing the world.
Everything i have been through in the last 6 months is shaping the way i see the world. Sudden shock of learning the world you live in is just a sugar coated topping, that the world beneath that is harsher than you could ever imagine.
Is changing the way we use information to view a situation. This is best described in the following analogy. (sorry about the vulgarity)
Imagine a small boy reahing up his Grand mothers skirt you see this from a distance, grandma does not seem upset by it and is actively encouraging it.. Perversion is generally your first thought.
Now someone tells there is a bee in nanas skirt, and she is alergic, boy goes from potential deviate to hero.
That's a Paradigm Shift.
That is what i am undergoing, no not geratric entymology, but a change in the way i interpret the world around me. I am hoping this is for the best.
I am still trying to come to grips with so much up here, i am always challenged at work, i am making a lot of mistakes, getting used to new roads and not getting lost. For those who have been to our nations capital this is an easy thing to do.
Any hoo this is my life right now, sorry this post is slightly self indulgent but i am just trying to see the world clearly and give you a heads up into my world at the moment.
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